AHHH 2 DOWN 3 TO GO!

CBC112 paper totally SUCKED )):
first qn i stun alr sianzz):
i totally dno how to do all those Ea qns, maybe nxt year i wait for the past yr papers and look through to see how to do againxP
haha def sci wasn't any better.
out of 100, i only 25 cfm correct
but it's only pass/fail, i doubt i'll fail(:
if i fail, so many others will too!! hahahxP

gta start on ARE YOU OK? now!!

ahh just read mar, ly, tor and lynn's blogs.
lynn hasn't updated since i last read..
wahwah...
i feel like such a bad fren,
not knowing wad's rly gg on in my frens' lives.
like i keep on thinking only abt myself,
when my frens are feeling troubled too.
i nvr even show concern.....
))):
i'm sorry..
i'll take note and try to be more observant next time!
talk to me, i'm a willing listener(:
tt's probly the only thing i can do for anyone..
listening's my best quality, cos i cn't rly express myself in words well.
most of the time, i probly dn truly noe how i feel.
ok i shall not focus so much on myself and think more for my frens from now on!
JIO ME FOR DINNER!

watch toothless again today!
din cry as much as before, nvr even rly tearxP
maybe cos i wasn't feeling weepy? haha..

hj came along with us, and i'm quite glad cos, heh heh,
tw paid for the movie tix, jiada paid for dinnerxP
ate at ichiban sushi, not v filling cos we shared quite abit,
so i was hungry btt we finished the movie.
then tw and i ate auntie annie's! cinnamon sugar is <33 ((:

jd bought this damn cool rubic's cube, tt's all the same colour, but different sized pieces.
then he went t play bishi bashi after we told him how we managed to finish the game with tw using 2 credits, and me using 3 creditsxP
he used up all THREE credits, and he stl couldn't reach the last game):
wah.. i think the std for doubles is way lower than for individuals playing..
haha we were wondering how we won tt time O.o
lol then we went on to play bball!
DUH the winning team is watashi no!
((: seriously, we underperformed yet, we won jd's team by like 40+?
hahah i think hj just doesn't have the sports cells as adeline does.
ADELINE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
))):

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had a good talk, cleared the air and settled for status quo.
feels stupid for forgetting things and abit of regret though..
but all these seem to be the best things to do right now.
yeah man(:
FF(:

AHHHHH.......
just finished watching Cruel Temptation.
this drama is damn long and makes you feel super angry, indignant, sad and happy as you watch it.
the last disc made me cry like BUCKETS.
anyone who wanna watch, tell me, i'll lend you the whole series(:

i've been feeling quite emo for quite long,
think it's taking a toll on myself and my frens.
i'm falling sick, flu+sore throat,
think it's throat inflammation cos of blocked nose.
mar, ly, ttj, lynn, aman, siak, ning, kelvin, joe, adeline.
THANKS FOR BEING THR, whether you noe it or not(:
after watching the drama, i feel like a sudden renewal of energy,
though my eyes are swollen like fuzhou fishballs nowxP
i'm gna focus on my studies, and stop thinking abt anything else(:
i'm gna STOP EMOING((:
whack me if i start hahahaxP
which means i'm staying away from emo songs for nowxP
'motivation interviewing'
-getting the patient to recognise tt there is a problem and make an active effort in solving the problem
tt's wad i learned in ARE YOU OK? xD
but it's more like for drug addictsxP
i'm REAL glad i've snapped out of it((=
RLY. WHACK ME IF I FALL BACKxP

it's best to remain as frens,
tt's the only way a relationship can last forever,
it's the only way i can stand by you forever.
it may not be much, but i hope tt you do realise tt i'm thr for you when you nd me.
you do have frens, cherish them, dn think tt you're alone in this world.



































i'd probly try to be happy for you when you find another.
though tt's the last thing on your mind right now.
confide in me, at least then i'll feel happier, just being able to share your troubles.

Haha, wrote this last night after coming back from the CNYang Dinner.

Just watched a Korean movie, English name "A Moment To Remember".
Initially I thought it's like one of those sappy sappy love story,
but i realised, it's SUPER sappy,
and touching and sad)):
I cried like shit watching it T.T
It's about this girl who got married to this guy, and initially it was all about their married life
and how the girl went about helping the guy to remove all the stigmas of his childhood.
But subsequently, the girl realised that she got dementia.
At the age of 27, it's really a super big blow.
Of course she tried leaving him.
She wanted to leave while they were still happy and she hadn't forgotten everything.
But the guy managed to find her at this hospital, and it ended with the girl leaving the hospital with the guy,
presumably to live the rest of her life with him(:

There's this part where it got really really sad,
quite a short portion.
She had this boyfriend, Yong-Min, before she got married.
At a point, her memory degenerated such that she only remembered that guy.
The sad thing was,
she called her husband, whose name is Chul-Soo, Yong-Min instead,
and told him,"I love you."
It's really sad because Chul-Soo wasn't sure who she really loved at that moment.
Imagine the guy whom you like call you wrongly and told you he likes you.
Seriously, I would be SUPER T.T )):
The guy broke down after that..
At least she didn't intentionally hurt him when she said that.

Haha, this kind of love is really hard to find, like it's quite hard for me to even believe that it even exists in this world.
But I'm very very sure that there MUST be some love like this out there, for the scriptwriter to first come up with such a plot.
Haha.. But it's also very very rare, many would just pass through their lives without this kind of love,
and to tell the truth, I'm quite afraid too.
Haha it's super illogical, but I was actually quite scared when I got the Facebook quiz results about where I'll find my true love,
which were something like, I'll never find true love):
I mean I know it's Facebook.. But like after I think about it,
I realised it may be true cos it's quite diffcult for me to start a relationship,
because I require the guy to like me, and me to like the guy, right from the start.
That's a bit too much to ask for I guess, since usually it's one side liking the other first, at least more on one side.
Ah.. I think for the first time, it's always better to be loved right?
Since we wouldn't know how to love anyone, except for the FEELING that I keep talking about LOL.
Like what to do under different situations.
That's what I've been thinking about randomly after watching the moviexP
Haha I think I'm pmsing, feeling rather teary now, maybe it's just because of that movie.
Just watched "Zhi Xiang Lai Zhe Ni" commercial, and I teared again O.o
Haha.. I shall go sleep now.

*OMG. I just saw the commercial for "V for Vendetta"!!
Tomorrow 10pm Channel 5!(:
It's a nice movie, good plot, great actors, but sad ending, for V at least):*

Yep, end of post(:

ahhh sudden urge to blog again(:
today just had 2 tests, physics and are you ok?
physics was damn easy-.- at least manageable, not as hard as i thought it would be(:
are you ok? was.... -.-
so many terms tt i dn even rmb reading in the notes!!
the lecturer was like,
dn refer to your notes, the answers are not found thr.
if you refer you might get the answers wrong, just guess, you've got 50% chance.
-.- WTH.
then we read the notes for wad?
haha but everyone thought it's difficult so yup shld be fine(:

damn busy these days,
busy mugging, this sat was supposed t go for NTU OH but suddenly i received news tt i'm not selected to go O.o
hahaha and tml supposed to go lab but mentor asked me nt t go, without giving me reason-.-
SO i'm damn free now(: gd thing, then i can do my assignments(:

feel quite stressed, dno why.
maybe it's the hou yi zheng of having midterms):
not enough enjoyment, even if hv, oso cnt fully enjoy myself):
maybe partly i'm still in shock,
received 2 damn shocking news today.
i wont be sharing them here..
but one of them is unconfirmed, more like speculation, so MIGHT not be tt serious(:
the other one must cfm liao then can say
though i hv no way of cfming it haha...

learnt quite interesting stuff in are you ok? today haha
like how sexuality is actly mainly abt relationships btw diff and same genders.
then the lecturer told us many stories of pple being sexually confused and disoriented.
and of cos, the worst part, sex abuse):
hahaha and he told us how t deal with flashers,
look at them directly and say, so small?
xPP
learnt abt stress too.
i see tt i'm quite stressed now,
got the biological symptoms and self-awareness of myself being stressed hahahahaha:P

i think thr's sth wrong with my stomach O.o
it's making weird sounds and making me feel super uncomfortable):
sssiiiiaaaaannnnnssss..................

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAACCCKKKK!!!
wahahhahahaha!

feeling abit crazy from having done TWO online quizzes!!
my head gna burst liaoxP
today is officially the first day of recess week!
or rather, ytd was haha.
nth much to blog abt except tt i'm super super busy this whole week!!
):
nd to get time out to study too!! or else sch reopens, i GG-fied):

got lab report, term paper and crappy HW111A to do...
i think my fren's right, i need to decide early wad i'm gna S/U so tt i can focus on other subjects(:
i think shld be physics ba... and i was considering a minor in physics, nvm ba!
i think i'll suck at it anwxP
everything in uni is so diff from JC, except for Chem, heh heh heng i chose the right course(:
i'm stl waiting for my jap cls, hope i get it next sem!! i'm SO GNA APPEAL if i dn!!
missed one chance this sem ahhh...
hopefully the freshies next year are super noob at jap if they manage to get,
lower competitionxP

i was feeling super stressed just now, cos of math quiz
but i went for a walk just now,
and i'm feeling fine now(:
even completed 2quizzes wahahhaha.

MY FREAKING MATH MIDTERM FALLS ON 25TH MARCH.
as NS guys would say, suck thumb):

damn loooooong since last blogged.
hv been rly tired mentally these days,
ever since i knew abt it.
though i sensed it beforehand, i din wanna admit..
like i'd rather nt knowing it.
initially i thought maybe ya, thr's a chance,
but as time passed by,
like stuff happened, and i rly rly dread lying to my parents..
then my mum dn allow so.. i actly felt relieved.
like it's a convenient excuse for me.
but i noe these days tt we nvr meet, i nvr rly miss him though i do think abt this problem.
then just now talked to tw, sort of sorted things out.
IT FELT RLY GOOD TELLING SOMEONE.
tho i feel abit guilty not telling smugglers or ly first,
at least nt the whole thing..)):
but i noe they stand fully on my side, so wadever decision i make, they sure will side me((:
anw, gna tell him this sun nt to waste his time, it's gna be painful for him and i'm nt confident of giving him wad he wants or deserves.
so i'll see wad's his response and see how from thr lo.
aft making this decision, i actly felt lighter like a huge boulder off my chest(:
i shld stop being so frenly to pple, give them the wrong idea..
gta be like mar, talk more to girls(:
hahah tho guys easier to crap toxP
and as for the other prob, i'm nt gna worry abt it till sth happens, tho i'm gna start to actively take 'actions' as tw said.
I SHOULD STOP FEELING BAD FOR PPLE.

... got cheated by tw again just now..
-.-
the angel-turned-devil lied tt he was walking home from DG.. WTH
he cabbed home la!!!
he's so gna pay for the 126 jacket!!!
O-O

just finished all my midterms today(:
thought math was ok,
went online to check the answers,
and i mostly got the ans,
but whether he'll minus sth from the working, i can't be too sure.
but ((: i've a gd feeling abt it.

watched mr brain!!
it's nice! and got kame inside! XD
though only one episode.. hahaah
i'm starting on other shows now(:
haha time to relax aft studying for so long!
:D

omg i'm damn super pissed with myself..
i cn't believe i'm tt dense..
to actly do it without noticing..
i almost cried just now la..
felt so super guilty..
but i din noe she was so pissed.
if i had,
i WOULDN'T hv told him..
SHIT.

woohoo!! ytd was an exciting day!!
morn not so much, wei came over and we had a bit of tuition then went out for lunch at subway~~~xD
then went amk to find ly, ttj and sharon to DO HAIR TGT!
yeah!!~~
went to this salon recommended by ly, trust salon
and it's not bad!
the service is damn good la, provides free mineral water and food when you're there for too long haha..
and the pple there are frenly, when you tell them your financial concerns, they dn rly 'look down' on you but suggest alternatives tt you can try.
hahah gd sia~
gg thr again next time!! hahah
but not within the next half a yr, at least :P
we went thr at 3+ then they were quite busy,
then we had to wait till like 4+ b4 they started on me, the first to do.
btt i finished, it's alr 7! duh late for maf!!
then cos ly started alot ltr, like 5+/6? then we only got to go at ~8.30.
ate dinner and we reached hc by 9.40!
hahah took some photos with lynn, qiubx and all then rushed over to my cb!
sadded tt they said they cn't rly tell the diff.. but nvm, it was night time, of cos couldn't see!
then we walked to starbucks which was damn filled,
then to macs (filled)
then to island creamery! but din eat anything from thr cos they're closing alr,
just dabaoed food frm macs over.
sat thr and chat for awhile, YIZE GREW TALLER LIKE WTH!!!!
he's 19 alr and he's stl growing!?!?!?
-.-
unfair...
haha secretly, i dn rly want him to grow taller than mexP
oh no! i'm worse than MAR!!!
wahhaha!!
then went home at ard 11+~~
reached home and crashed hahaa no la, stayed up to watch this english show called slping dictionary cos got jessica alba and she's damn pretty!!
haha alba-philexPP

first week of uni is the most SLACK week i'll ever have here...
)): should've treasured it more!
anyway, only had lessons starting from thur cos only lects during the first week.
had a total shock of my life when i went for the first math lect :O!!!
the rest were ok cos they were stl sth like JC stuff.
hall life... tried to figure out a way of washing our clothes and bathing that suits me and found it! though i think i stl dn feel too comfortable bathing here.
washing clothes' easy though :D
LURBVES their washing machines here!
not like my home cui one.. :P

first day of sch was joint hall bash!
:o din realise tt thr're so many clubbers in my hall!!
at least they noe how to move their bodies to the music, unlike me :P
it was ok fun, but we came back on the first bus (: had supper in our room!
cos ly's not thrxP won't kachiao anyone ma..
haha junhao was so drunk and high, he got quite sick aft tt.
puked quite abit. RED RANGER!
ahahahah!
heard they bought like several cups of alc cos it's one-for-one.
tt's why...

hall life is basically quite boring actly..
like you go back to study, bathe, slp. and i like only meet ly for breakfast ):
though now we make tues night our hc/sngs dinner night! :D
my classes are all core modules, meaning all given to me.
i dn rly have v long breaks in between but i still dn end tt early..
latest time for first class of the day, 11.30 ): not even after lunch!!
rahh..
and i got cheated!
i have 23AUs this sem and my lesson hours are 22hrs/week minimally, 27hrs/week maximum!
RAHH.
ok nvm not impt haha.
realised tt time passes DAMN fast.
now it's alr like 6weeks into uni alr and i dun feel like i've learnt alotxP
esp not enough to do well for any quiz/mid terms):
SIAN got LTC during recess week! ))):
defly will fail all quizzes/tests aft the recess week! T.T
i'm defly gna S/U math hahah.

sun went out with sisters!!!
i was late (heh) and jd was LATER (as usual)
met adeline and tw when they were playing DDR.
tw siao one, please wear jacket when jumping ard!
but they quite zai, as in their eyes-legs coordination is not bad (:
i'm in awe of them (:
played bball!!
and i'm the cui-est ):
haha expected la, my aiming so lan!
watched jd play some King of Fighters-similar game
he lost quite fast:P
then we played photo hunt!! and challenged adeline and tw to a game!
BUT rahh! the machine cheated us!
like two yellow patches of space are different?!?!
adeline and tw more cham, got alot more of tt than usxP
then had lunch!! tw's TREAT! woohoo!!
wahhaha we ate at crystal jade, LMXLB.
ordered 3 bowls of ramen, 1 plate of fried rice, 2 sets of XLB, 1set of siew mai and hargow and some tofu skin thingxD
ripped 70bucks off him! hahaha compensate his binge at breek'sxP
the ramen i ordered was this shrimp one, not bad, though i'd prefer it with chilli.
couldn't finish, so tw ate the rest for me, as well as jiada and adeline :O
he eats DAMN ALOT.
and still so thin! rahh. jealous!
then aft tt went off to buy bubble tea!
again, i leechedxP
koped from all of them! hahaha
hmm.. feel like making sth.. heh heh but so ex!
then we all went off ):
end of day...
actly, not yet, hahah
went home early to do tutorial, but i realised tt my com crashed then can't even switch it on!
then can't see my tut wksht so could only do phy tut.
went for tuition aft tt.
went home, picked jason up, went aunt's house and then WOOHOO off to hall! hahah
zi-highing

gta zao, LAB NOW!

blogger interface got prob i think, cos everything looks weird..
hmm realised tt i've been blogging less and less..
SIAN no time and no mood i guess..
to talk to myself hahah.
but for the benefit of pple who wanna get in touch with my life,
i WILL blog regularly!! hahaha xP

SPMS FOC
got to noe lots of good frens who are my lect/lab/tut mates now!
:D
got to noe many nice and frenly snrs too!
snrs who are willing to provide lab reports and past term papers! xP
initiation night was disgusting..
but at least only flour and water..
BUT i din wash my shirt so it got mouldy btt i reached hm.. so nd to throw it away..
my CHINGAY shirt!!!! )):
fright night was pretty crappy.
3-4 rms, 1 being a dummy rm and then tt's it.
'cept for the first room, the rest are so-so scary only...
think they're rushing for time tt's why.
din play wet games! :D
hahah and beach games.
saw frens getting super wet and dirtyxP
M group!! hahah
had much fun at sentosa though i had to hide my face from the sun alot..
sp night!
was held in fort canning park the gallery.
the food was ok but the activities tt night was crappy!!!
like the emcee played 2 games with the audience and tt's it for the night..
and they started the games super late!!! -.-
in the end reached room quite late.
and had to squeeze one entire grp into one room! POSSIBLE.
then like 8peeps squeeze onto the bed to chat then we slpt with 5 pple lying down and 3 poor pple hving to slp sitting up:/
i was one of them...
had leg cramps when i woke up, yq took my legs to be her pillow!! :o
haha
took lots of pics and talked lots of crap!
had lots of fun!!
:D:D oh ya had to rush back the next morn cos of NDP whole the others went out for lunch tgt.. ):

HALL FOC
i was half-aslp half the time.. and i totally fell aslp on the last night when the others were filming the grp vid!
):
first day was amazing race alr,
ran and took bus, forgot if we took mrt though.
ran alot more for hall amazing race then spms haha..
OH YA gta say tt
BOTH SPMS AND HALL FOC's SLPING GROUNDS ARE JUST WITHIN 1KM OF EACH OTHER -.-
WTH
i was super :o when i see the same meeting place as the spms camp.
then when we took the bus i was like we're gg-fied
cos i rly rly rly dn like the spms camp grd's toilets!!!
but but luckily we went further down to the boys and girls' brigade camp
phew~
it's toilets are WAY better!
:P
and we got beds! hahahah
first day had sp interaction too.
we din rly talk much, thr was alot of kachiao-ing by snrs.
but i chose not to tell him my JC and CCA cos both are pretty rare.. esp in my grp haha.
butbut! he told me he was from HC and i was like :o
haha so i guessed tt he's from CHS and yay~ i'm right!
hahah he's quite like a blur blur guy, at least his voice sounded like one
xP
2nd day was sentosa i think..
then ran ard somemore (:
at night was iron chef!!
thanks to our chef woon, we manage to cook pretty tasty spaghetti! :D
though our ice cream desserts were melting... :P
field games! quite interesting ba.. hahah not much excitement.
then thr was sp: guy trying to get girl haha
wah my grpmates kena tekan alot, they had to take off their clothes and cheer for other groups from the field on the grd flr! :o
(the rooms are above grd flr)
we heard them and the girls totally ignore the sp-guys in our room and chiong to the windows to see.
poor things!
but heh good show! :P
then everyone went off to SMU minds cafe.
had dinner at 4+ i rmb super clearly! -.-
then played several games and forfeited once.
then went off for fright night! haha actly we din noe it was fright night, went to watch a horror movie first,
SG productions.. it was ok frightening but i was more scared of the sound effects and sudden appearances then anything..
then everyone separated to leave for sch for FRIGHT NIGHT.
did the fright night with SA cos not enough guy grp mates and my buddy was a gl who did the fright night b4 liao.
haha maybe cos of tt, i wasn't v scared cos when the ghosts see the SA, they either burst out laughing or get totally stunned.
both rxns are funny! :P
along the way, SA had to lie down in this circle they drew on the ground,
and i was supposed to cut some piece of paper.
then i kept looking ard to see if thr are any ghosts ard to scare me.
haha perhaps tt's why no one scared me:P
i heard from my other frens, they had a fright when some ghost jumped them!
:P and then i totally daoed my SA and went on on my own to the next stn :p
i took the lift down alone to B2 and i expected sth to jump out from the sides,
then when the door opened, i stoned.
i din go out and the lift door closed. i waited for awhile b4 i pressed the door open button.
i totally went out by side-walking and staring at one side of the lift lobby.
and i saw a white 'ghost' hahah and i turned ard to see another whom i ltr found out to be MJ LOL
he was the most frenly ghost of all! talked to us the whole way! (my SA came to join me shortlyxP)
hahaah
then it ended quite soon aft tt.
it's quite fun :D way better then SPMS's :P
but luckily we were one of the first grps,
we heard tt the last grps came back at 6am! :o when we slpt the whole way! hahaha
then thur went for freshmen welcome day and dinner with spms peeps!
came back for INITIATION night.. )):
it's DAMN ERR.
if i ever have to smell ketchup with pasta sauce turned sour,
i'll PUKE.
i used my contacts as excuse to zao to toilet to wash up a lil :P
HTHT with hall peeps was tiring haha
forgot which night it was but i was lying on my bed while they talked and i was gong gong the whole way..
then i got more alert at the traffic light part:P
interesting~~
got to noe who the other pple find attractive within the grp :D
but i think mostly was crap ba.. no one takes this seriously.
oh last day of hall foc was day all the way thru to the night..
-.- sian lo!
having to drag so much stuff on the mrt then home..
my arms nearly broke..
and i slpt on the mrt! ji shuang! and unglam xP
reached home first thing i did was to take out my initiation night's clothes and wash them thoroughly!
:P
luckily my artemis shirt was stl nice and clean now (:

ok gta slp soon,
will update abt hall life in my next post~~
tml meeting sisters for lunch at bugis!! :D:D

ahhh~~~ it's been so long since i last blogged..
i dn even rmb my last post..
anw,
UNIVERSITY LIFE STARTED ALR~~~
haha and so did HALL LIFExP
uni life is so busy, more like i dno how to manage my time tt's why i'm so busy..
and i totally HATE MATH now..
should go back and ask ms tee for helpxP
not tt she'd hv any time for me.. ):
other subjects are all fine (:
i'm actly at com lab now, nbs fal, using ly's accxP
haha gg for tutorial then lab ltr.

TODAY'S ADELINE'S 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER AND MAY SHE CONTINUE LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!
:D:D:D:D
hahaha enjoy your day~~~

i'm starting to watch ming zhong zho ding wo ai ni now,
i CRIED alot
or rather i force my tears down cos i dn wanna cry in front of my mumxP
shall ask ly to bring her dvd so i can cry quietly in hall *sobs sobs*
hahaha
it's a rly rly nice show but ly and adeline say it's gna get draggy from the point whr i stopped watching now..
):
nvm,
i shuang can liao hahaha
okkok
gtg CIAO~~~

OMGOMG.
LIAR GAME IS DAMN NICE!!!
it's like the drama tt i finished within the shortest time!!
it's abt this girl who's so so innocent and honest tt she trusts others ALOT.
like she can wait 5hrs for a person to show up if he/she asks her to wait.
'stupidly honest,' they say.
but then!
she got involved in this thing called LIAR GAME and had to play against her ex-tcher in the first rd.
duh she lost initially until she realises tt her tcher actly lied to her.
then she got this genius swindler to help her.
he said he helped her cos he wanted the money but it was actly cos she reminded him of his mother.
in the end they had to go on to the 2nd and then 3rd rd.
thr's not much character dvlpment cos they keep on showing similar scenes from b4.
butbut! it's the strategies tt the swindler comes up with tt's the main thing to watch!
heh heh i'm glad to say, i manage to figure out halfway wad he was thinking but i always couldn't rly explain wad happened like he did.
tt's why it keeps you watching, even though you might have somewhat figured it out alr.
:D
go watch! am watching galileo now!

tatta hitotsu no koi starring kamenashi kazuya and ayase haruka as the main leads.
a love story btw this guy whose father committed suicide to repay loans with the insurance money and who has a mother and a sick brother to take care of
and this girl who had leukemia transplant and is recovering and who is the daughter of the boss of the Star Jewellery shop.
the girl is very direct and honest in telling others her feelings while the guy, though doesn't show much emotions initially, eventually began to express his love for her through many incidents (eg. indulging her child-like nature by doing silly things with her).
it took me more than a mth to finish this show, not bcos it's very long (only 10 eps)
but bcos i dun rly like the start of the drama, like the girl was super childish and spoiled while the guy was very jaded.. it din even feel like they were gna fall in love in any way.. so i stopped watching for awhile.
but when they started to go out tgt, at the festival, i felt tt thr was a change,
like this love btw them is starting to change each other's char.
the girl is stl childish but she began to think more of the big pic, like how she needed to convince her parents b4 they can progress any further.
the guy is no longer so bitter with life, and began to enjoy the moments they spent tgt (:
things happened along the way and cos of their young age, there was nth much they can do but to come to the eventual end.. T.T
miscommunication btw them caused the guy to think tt the girl had forgotten abt him.
their meeting 3 yrs ltr deepened tt misunderstanding.
but eventually, things cleared up and they both realised tt they stl love each other after all these yrs and so,
they decided to try again (:

it's a touching story abt how they overcome the odds of their very very different backgrounds to be tgt, how their lies hurt their family members and how they lied to each other to prevent the other from hurting.
i esp love the parts the girl will suggest sth silly to do and the guy just goes along with her wishes and he enjoyed doing it in the end too (:
it's a really heart-wrenching story where they had to break up due to their differences tt they had no control over, esp when the girl was sick and the daughter of a big company.
i cried quite a lot, but one good thing abt this drama is tt, no one dies and these 2, tgt with their 3 frens, remained as great frens through the yrs (:
so, go watch it!
there's not much spoiler in here, just tt ya.. eventually, they do break up :P
butbut, once you start watching till the parts where they fell in love, you rly cn't stop watching alr (:
now's the hols, so why not go try watching? :D

ENJOY~~~

omgomgzomgzomgzomgz..
RAHH!!
all the camps tt i wanna go for CLASH!!!
):
like CAC (with mar they all), SPMS (sch camp), and NYS (stargazing!!!)
ALL FALL ON THE SAME WEEK!!! )):
SIAN DIAO.
now i'm in a dilemma as to which to go for..
and i just received a msg from ly, tt we're cancelling/postponing chalet!!!
O.O
:o:o
WHY?!?!?!

wah sian,
ytd was the worst day ever..
had flu from morning onwards,
then went ndp trng, had to wear mask ):
trng was ok, but i was super hungry at the end of it!
then ate lunch at the makan place.
gong bao ji ding with rice!
it's NICE! as in big portions, but quite salty and not spicy enough though..
then went bugis to find mar and aman.
wanted to buy STH,
but like got nth to buy.. mar/aman dn wanna share t-shirts!
):
so in the end din buy anything.
i think i was feeling quite sick by then, like my nose kept itching
but i try to contain the sneeze by swallowing,
then in the end, i bought a drink to quench my thirst..
-.-
then went to JCS to get cert but it's not here yet!!
):
waste my efforts walking thr..
went my ahma hse aft tt,
by then, my nose was alr stuffed and red..
then at my ahma hse, i can't sneeze!
cos i scared they say i got h1n1 or sth..
and got a kid thr, better nt infect her..
then btt i reached home, i'm dead..
hahah
super tired i mean.
saw the ntu package for camps.
interested in the union camp and the science and engr thingy
seems like ttj is very on abt the cac camp
while mar is on abt the union camp.
lynn and i are for anything(:
lol wonder when's cbc camp though, IF thr's such a camp..

ate medicine and slpt and got better alr!!
though still am flu-ish..
better nt let gladys noe tt!

just finished reading fruit basket manga.
though i thought tt the ending dragged abit too long,
but i guess it's necessary cos they need to end off nicely, accounting the past and future.
it's a damn nice story!
touching and the twists are all shocking.
one thing i dn like abt it is tt it's sometimes too cheem,
like they'll try to relate one event to another, when both seems to be quite unrelated.
then i'll feel confused and dn rly get wad they're trying to say.
then the speech bubbles.. sometimes cannot see the little pointy thing and so i won't noe who's speaking, i'll hv to guess...
but towards the back, i'm finally understanding everything (:
it's a very well-written manga, and well-drawn too!
so go read it!
it may seem long, but you'll be so engrossed tt you wont notice until you've reached the last chapter!
xD
i'm gna stop reading manga liao..
go watch shows!! :D

gg for tw's ns sn ltr.. it's FORMAL.
but he said dn nd to makeup so HEH xD